The Reason I Made a Blog at 8am..

 Could possibly be because I was just awoken by a horrible "dream".

Okay, thats actually the reason. And I say dream in quotations because it sure as hell didn't feel like a dream! Lately I've been experiencing what is known to be called "sleep paralysis" but it doesn't stop there, oh no. I'm getting the added benefit of "paranormal experiences". =D

Great, huh?

I can't sleep, more so because I'm terrified to fall back asleep rather than because I'm not tired, and the stupid "ghost story sharing site" I wanted to post to isn't accepting any "new" stories, so this is going to be as good as it gets. Mind you this is probably my 10th nightmare of the same nature, so maybe this blog might be entertainment for some.

I hope my lack of sleep benefits somebody because it sure as hell isn't doing shit for me! Moving on;


 About 6:45am just a couple of hours ago..

I awake in my bed. Or so it would seem, because Im not actually awake, Im still dreaming, its just that Im dreaming of my actual bedroom (which is located in a fricken basement of all places!) I know immediately what is happening, Im in another sleep paralysis NIGHTMARE. Every nightmare so far has its little differences that Ive noticed and this is the first time there was a notable female presence. Usually its dark shadows/figures with no faces, but they look to be male to me. Anyways, Im laying on my back, unable to move any part of my body; arms, fingers, legs, mouth, anything at all. Cant even make a sound. I can feel this dark presence in the room, which is common with every single nightmare so far, and Im freaking the fuck out. As soon as I realize Im stuck in this state I desperately start try to wake myself up, shaking my legs and arms and moving my neck as much as possible. Nothing works. In my head Im screaming as loud as possible, but there's little to no sound coming from my lips. Occasionally I make a whisper of a scream, barely audible. Now here comes the freaky part; this entity that I cannot see, I only know that it is there and that it is possibly female, has my hand in stretched out over my nightstand, and is bending my fingers backwards over a glass cup I have sitting there, and its PAINFUL! I start thrashing about more, determined as ever to break free of this hold on me. I think I actually made myself fall out of my bed, only to land back in it, trapped in the same position on my back.. Only now I can feel myself waking up. I continue to try and thrash about/scream and the entity grabs hold on my right ankle and starts to squeeze it quite painfully. This is where I awaken, bolting into an upright position and gasping for breath, COMPLETELY AWAKE NOW. It could've been just a nightmare, except for the fact that my fingers and ankle are now throbbing with pain. Its hours later and my damn ankle STILL hurts. Right before I woke up I got a feeling from this entity as if it were happy to have caused me this pain, to disrupt my blissful sleep. Three hours later I am still awake, and cannot bring myself to go back to bed because I am afraid of these nightmares, this one not even being the worst of them!

  I've had about 10 of these experiences so far, and they scare the shit out of me.

They're usually alot worse, involving me being attacked by a man shaped shadowy figure who's face I cannot see.. My body being dragged from the bed/ dragged with the bed and I desperately cling on.. The only reoccuring factor in these nightmares is the fact that there is always a presence, and this presence always feels wrong, evil, as if it wants to hurt me and do me harm..